TheSherman

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the glass shattered.

fragments.

he pushed himself closer, and his reflection, the empty gazes they held bore into him.

enough. he would never be enough.

fingers splayed, he thrust his right hand onto a sharp glinting piece.

he grit his teeth. it was nothing.

he raised his hand high up.

clenched. the glass dug deeper and the blood flowed down his arm.

a cold shiver ran down his spine. it all felt so surreal. he smiled at the insanity of it all. and he brought it down.

a moment where the tip pushed down on the skin, almost gently. and then it punctured, through the tender skin of his thigh, into the flesh, where he held the glass with 2 hands now and he wrenched it forward.

he jerked his head backwards and screamed. a howling wail. and then the sobs. as he rocked his body back and forth. back and forth. back and forth.

he could not stop now. he had to show them. he would do it. he would show them.

the glass was entrenched so deep in now.

he flung his arm out to take another glass.

his vision was reddening now. it wasn’t that difficult after all.

he carelessly slashed repeatedly.

so it really was crimson red.

he knew it was all in his head. the fucking coward. but he could feel it now. the glass in his flesh. the pool of blood. and he wept. for his miserably low self worth and insatiable desire. it would never end. the pool of blood would flow. away from the source that was him.

Nothing more can be said.

it’s been said that humans are like porcupines in the night. we try to huddle closer to keep warm, but when we get too close both sides get pricked.

it’s a rather sad realisation.

kenny: i can’t believe it’s over

gerald: that’s what she said

-lol-

kenny: i’m sorry

me: that’s what he said

-LOL-

combo attack (Y)

well i guess they made harry potter as best as it could have been made as a movie. and although it was less impactful because i’ve been detached from harry potter for quite a while. but i guess it does make a difference in a small way. it’s just closure to a large part of my childhood cos harry potter was one of my favourite series. and books were my magic. they still are. sometimes life gets so hard you just need to fly away.

and i guess the closure kinda makes me feel more mature. its like an official click click thing geddit. like click click harry potter’s over. haha.

what have i become, my sweetest friend

everyone i know, goes away, in the end

and you could have it all

my empire of dirt

i will let you down

i will make you hurt